No, this isn’t an Obama reference. Just want to clarify.
After recently talking through Facebook messages (because she defriended me) I’ve come to the conclusion that you can’t save everybody. Even though this person felt the need to “save” everyone she met, she couldn’t do it. I’ve tried to be there through EVERYTHING, and while she denies it, I’ve had way too many people tell me I must really care for her and be a really good friend to have stuck by her side like that. I’m not trying to boast, and I didn’t give these people false or altered facts to get them on “my side”. I just believe it’s the truth. Fact of the matter is, I’m having a lot of fun and while I have bad days, my life is going really well. There’s not too much to complain about. And my real friends are the best friends and the best kinds of people that you would ever want to meet or know. They make you happy and make you smile. You laugh about nothing and those inside jokes light your day up. So whether or not this particular person calls me a good friend or a friend at all doesn’t bother me. I know what I’ve done to try and help her. Whether or not she took that help was her choice. Her options got her where she is today, and she can live with that. I hope she’s happy, honestly. If she’s not, there’s not much I can do anymore. I’m going to get on and live my life. My incredible and amazing boyfriend by my side.
There’s nothing more to say about this really. What’s done is done. Speaking of being done, one of my dear good friends Melissa deleted her Facebook. She said she was going to, and we all kinda-sorta believed her. It’s true. She did it. I’m kind of sad because I won’t get to read her funny status updates, but at least there’s still text and Twitter (the God of technological communication).
To sum up this blog, I lost a friend who I’ve been losing over time now; however, although I lost a friend, I made a new one. He’s awesome and he’s very open. While he is this girls’ ex boyfriend (I’m not talking to him to get back at her) we’ve become good friends. He may actually have a thing with a friend of mine, but no more talk of that until I have major proof. You win some, you lose some, and sometimes the outcome isn’t what you expected. All in all, I’m happy and my life is only getting started. You have to get over the small speed bumps before you can enjoy the ride.
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